I hate how you make me hate myself.

I hate you for using me as an excuse for all of you wrong doings.

I hate that you're part of me.

I hate that you've helped me become someone I thought I'd never be.

I hate it that my girlfriend also suffers because of what you do to me,

I hate that all my friends suffer through the same old story.

I hate that we both know I'll trust you again.

I hate that this is a never ending cycle.

did you know you make it hard for me to be proud of anything I am,

anything I do,any feelings I feel.

you make me feel like I'm never good enough.

I sit here writing in despair

Because I think no one cares.

People say I'll be alright,

But it gets more stressful each day and night.

The pain and stress is bottled up inside.

With tension building, it's not easy to hide.

I need a break away from it all

but I could never stand so tall.

So many things going through my mind.

Sometimes it gets scary,

But when you're by my side.

I have no need to

worry

Even though

the world may be chaotic,

The skies may explode.

you'll be okay.

and so will I

because

In the end,

love saved our lives.